tired and confused...

I don't know if I still have to pursue this feeling that I've felt right now. So confusing and so vague. Sometimes I wanna keep the fight but then sometimes I feel like tired and wanted to give up. Though I always said that I won't just give in without a fight this time. Not now and no longer. Twice is enough and I can't just afford to lose this time without even finding the truth. Complicated it is but I must go on with this. Maybe I could give a time frame, if things are not turning out the way I wanted it to be, might as well move on and get a life of my own. If only I could just say stop and everything else will follow, if only my mind is that powerful over my heart. If only............

Is he?

Is he into me or am I just too assuming? Whatever ! I'll just enjoy the feeling that I've felt when we're together and the thought of being "cared" and "loved" by him whether it's real or it's for reel.

Yehey

So happy today cause I now have my internet connection at home. Meaning I can now do my blogging more often. :)