feel sorry for her

I don't know for how long, whether this is for ever or just for a few days or weeks, but the good thing is, somehow, he decided to end up their flingy thingy relationship. Hopefully this is for ever, for everybody's goodness sake. May he stands firm with his decision.

For all the reasons in the world, it would not be a pleasant and healthy relationship, if ever, whether in the eyes of men and in the eyes of the one above . It would definitely be offensive if in case they decided to be together. It may not be that easy as it seems to the girl but it would not get even easier if ever they'll get any further. The more complicated things would be and the more it would be harder for them to get out from it. She just have to accept the fact and bear the consequences for her to be able to move on a bit faster. In the first place, she knows where she stands. It's just so sad that she had to learn or realize it the hard way. And to you boy, as if you are reading this : it's cool to be you! But then you just have to stop being nice to all ladies out there since you easily like and may eventually fall for another one. Once is enough. Twice is unforgivable. Better be good while you still have the chance.

if only.....

If only B will be the one to feel what Y has for me (hehehe). Could that be possible? Exchange of hearts? How I wish!

As the saying goes :

Mahal kita
Mahal mo siya
Mahal niya ay iba

But that is not totally my case. It is somehow more of :

Mahal niya ako
Mahal kita
Mahal nang mahal mo ay iba

Haha! Anyone could make up a song for that? Complicated as it is.

Hahay..........Mysteries of life!

weird guy!

He is getting into my nerves. I don't know... I get irritated with him. He is the hardest person I've ever known in phocuslandia. I've tried my best just to understand him but he is impossible.

i've come to my senses....

Finally, I've accepted the fact, it can never be "us"....... for a lot of reasons. First, I choose to believe that he is not into me. I may just be too assuming, got the wrong impressions, deceived by his words and actions.

Second, I have come to realize that he is no good to me and we won't make up a great couple. I am not sour graping or what, I am just stating facts. I can't even understand why he keeps on criticizing my behaviour telling me that this is no good and I should change these and stuff when actually I just inherited all these traits or attitudes from him. He was the one who triggers me to act such way. I wonder if he hears himself?

And third, I don't know I just easily get irritated with him lately. And possibly he feels the same way with me. We just don't meet up. Our minds might meet on to some things but not our "batasan".

Well, oh well.... Clashing hearts....

what's this?

What's wrong with me these days! I really can't understand my behaviour. One moment I am glad the next moment I am sad. Why? I really don't know what happened. Depressed? I easily get irritated with things. And I don't even want to have a conversation with other people except to my bestfriend. I feel deserted and betrayed and used and dumped. Aggghhhhhhhhh! What this? Am I losing my sanity? Is this normal?

another baby boy..... :)

My sister just gave birth to a healthy baby boy, another baby boy! wahehe! We'll gonna named him Harvey. The family is so glad having another baby around. But we still loved Hans Christian of course. That would not have our love for him less, instead we are giving him more attention this time to let him feel that there's nothing to be alarmed with the influx of his younger brother. We know that Hans is quite insecure for the coming of his younger brother but we really make sure that he won't get jealous or feel insecure or what. Siblings rivalry must not be an issue for them. To Harvey, welcome to this beautiful world!

not feeling well.....

I am not feeling well today. Got some colds but I've taken some medicines already. Hope I feel fine before the week ends cause advertising team has scheduled trip this saturday.